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Year End Review: Last Minute Lessons

In hindsight, the year was both good and bad. Good because I realized many things about myself, strengths and weaknesses, and realizations that, made me more open to at least start to think, “I want to change, to reboot, to restart”. So I had setup an Emergency Fund just in case, and decided to really […]

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Focus and Action for 2020

UPDATE: Blender/ZBrush/Unity, Drawing/Writing, and Programming for work/hobby. I know this is still a lot actually, so I am open to dropping some if they become boring or out of favor (except Zbrush and programming). Also, limiting the tutorials or learning material to the end goal of ideally combining 3d and gamedev, or at least improve […]

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The Problem is the Focus

Or more specific, the problem is not only in the habit of having focus, since the habit hasn’t been developed well at all, but on what to focus on. Even if all the plans in the world are in front of you, not taking action or really, not following the guideline of focus itself, will […]

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It’s now almost half of the year, and I need a reset (basically part 2 of refocus)

I just had a realization that at the current rate, I still have too much to do and not much time to do anything. I have been trying to include gamedev in my routine, only to somehow get bored at learning it. At least in my mind, it helped me create ideas and imaginations that […]

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Urgent: Have a Self Reset ASAP

Would probably note to myself to have a Self-Reset; reorganize time, work, and activities before the half of the year (June) starts.

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It’s already May…and I realized I have to refocus

UPDATE 2: A topic about focus sure is not being focused enough…maybe the point is that it is a struggle of mine :-0 due to some “bought” tutorials on Udemy, they focus on using blender and unity together. And this is because Unity so far is still something of a easy to use engine for […]

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It’s already February…and still adjusting focus

Well, time flies fast for some reason, however I need to keep track of everything I am somewhat behind in…mostly work related. I had prepared the plans to focus on some things this year, but it’s mostly for hobby projects. And I can see I’m neglecting my work responsibilities a bit. Combined with sickness days […]

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2019 – The Year of Focus

2018 was better that what I expected in 2017, but there is still a lot of work to be done. Or rather, work that should be doing…Most of the not-so-good things that happened in 2018 were due to me not focusing on my goals and always changing my plans or not sticking to them after […]

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Re-learning Blender

I am currently learning Blender after using it on and off for about 8 years now. This time I am taking it as a hobby, and hopefully I can improve my 3d skills further than before. I was planning to learn it with the initial goal of maybe using it for some future game development […]

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Analysis Paralysis and Time

I have a big problem… I tend to procrastinate because I want to do a lot of things given the time constraint. When I think what I want to do, even if I have a plan, I tend to question it the next time, leading to me not doing anything at all. Probably I am […]